IAVA knew that my website (patiencepress.com) exists with a lot of help on it.
It is normal to be affected by what you live through!
Different people need different things to get better.
There is no pill for PTSD and no therapy that works for everyone (no matter how "evidence based").
The symptoms of PTSD all start in the primitive parts of the brain as
brain based survival skills: attention to threat leads to
hypervigilance; rapid adaptation to what's
happening leads to numbing and then avoidance to stay numb (including
alcoholism, drugs, and other addictive behaviors); and the brain's
better safe than sorry system, which does not speak English and can't
tell time (except when anniversaries roll around) tries to keep you
aware that the universe is a dangerous place with intrusive thoughts,
flashbacks, nightmares, and anniversary reactions.
NORMAL, people! Not weak! Not weird! We are made to survive if possible.
Having PTSD is evidence that you have been through traumatic events and
also evidence of strength, courage, speed, luck, etc, and survival! I
am glad you lived through it and made it home.